The finer things in life.

When you see people living it up while you're stuck in your bedroom reading unimportant news stories on the internet, you tend to feel a slight tinge of jealousy. I did, for a split second. That horrible feeling deep in your heart and the many questions that pop up in your head.

But then you sit down and have a cigarette and realize that jealousy only presents itself when you don't bother about the blessings you have. Honestly, if I were any less rational, I would have killed myself right that instant.

Sure, I could go on all day about how much more money they have than me, or how their lives are filled with so many happening parties and stuff, but then again, would I give up the life I have for the life of a cock-gobbling pretentious prick? Probably not. Why? Because I know how much I treasure the things in my life.

It's this rationality that I have that always stops me from whining about how shitty my life is, and man up. Anything shitty in life that happened to me was probably the result of some really shit choices that I made. Sure, some people may be a bit better off than me, but I learn to look at them and laugh. Because none of them will have the awesome life that I lead, or the awesome parents that I have, or the awesome friends who're almost family to me, or the awesome girlfriend that I have all to myself, or my awesome DotA skills. True that.